first thing's first,yea? ;D
upload photos taken during th BBQ! ;D
then i talk a little. and rant a little something.
pictures first aite?











and this is me! ;D
haha!
didnt take alot of pictures as i have to leave early.
andddd, i kindda got engrossed to BBQ-inggg! ;D
haha!
ohhh, and look closely to th picture of mine, my eyes look brown(?)
haha! ;D
okehhh, i wasnt wearing contacts okehh! ;D
the BBQ ehh.
uhm.
it was kindda,disastrous,or should i say____.
haha.
but it was funn,though not many came.
whatever.
i left for home at 9:30, as i very very very very the scared to walk at my neighbourhood
lateeeeee at night.
haha.
i took 197 home and alighted a stop before th interchnage and walk inside to my block.
pretty creepy. haha.
i swear my heart was beating extra super fast oi! ;D
i reach home ard 11:30. ;D
LOOOONG BUS RIDES alone was the best! :D
serious!

th day after,i fall sick.
okeh,it was yesterday.
my fever was HIGHHHHHH!
and i still got th heart to watch Eiffel... Im in love! ;D
haha!
im in love with th movie.
haha.
i took 2 panadols befre calling shafiq,and after a GREAT dissapointment,
i snuggle in my bed to sleep.
but i cant really sleep,because i d k.
its like dissapointing la.
and my fever burnt my pillow,so it was uncomfortable to sleep! ;D
haha,serious! ;D
i got better today.
but FLU came!
danggggggggg!
so here i am, typing, withstand-ing the galleons of th goooeyyyy liquid in my nose.
disgusting huh?
okeh,i go blow.

its easier said than done,yknow.
i thought doing it everynight,will cheer euu up or at least make euu smile.
but i was definately wrong.
it was leceh for euu,kan.
that's what euu said.
im not mad at euu.
but just hurt,and dissapointed.
i just want to screaaaaam at euu last night.
but i hold back,because i know,im in no position to tell euu off.
maybe euu dont even miss me kan?
maybe calling euu everynight was such a hassle.
maybe i am just attracting attention.
you know what.
i'll do as euu told.
i wont bother euu until next week.
that's what euu want kan?
then i shall not bother.
i swear i would miss you.
but that's what euu want.
if that makes euu happy then,yea.
i'll do it.
i dont even know euu anymore.
is it me?
is it you?
who?
im like so far away from euu.
so damn far. DAMN FAR.
i dont even know how to talk to you anymore.
i dont even know who to tell my problems to.
i dont even know who to tell my stories to.
i dont know who to seek for attention.
i dont know who you are now.
maybe things will get better soon.
but i swear,this whole 2 weeks or maybe 3.
has been HELL for me,i swear.
just this time.
euu really hurt me badly.